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Taking care of me.
I have joined serveral groups that I value such as badge of life, survivors of law enforecement suicide (soles).
I also look forward to starting a grief group through my church. I got a golden retriever in memory of Matt. Eventhough
I have two children and that should be more than enough I felt like there was a void in my life. A hole that needed
to be filled because I dearly wanted to care for Matt. Therefore, the dog allows me to care for one more. Plus
it's always great company for me when the kids are asleep and let's not forget the protection they provide.
Matt and I only knew eachother for a short time. In that time we did more than the average couple does in
a life time. We met, got married, bought a house, and got pregnant. I see that our short relationship will live
with me for the rest of my life. I wanted a life time with him. We often talked about having more babies in the
future. But I am happy and content with the two beautiful ones I have now. I know it's going to be a very long
healing process but I know I'm going to succeed because I have two little precious angels that are counting on me to get it
right.
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